Travelling...

... makes the world seem so much larger.

With all the stagnant air in Melbourne - I had forgotten the vastness that lay outside my world.

And so the world changed.

Walked around the building, as part of my security rounds. And I saw my next door neighbour returning with the bf.

Returned to my flat and put down my keys. And I heard it.

Now I know - I sleep next door to a gasp-er. Whose partner has a huge appetite... and great stamina.

And there were happier times...

I am beginning to realise that the lethargy that I am feeling cannot be cured by a good night's sleep. Or a late sleep in. It won't be cured by some great food presented on an oversized and beautiful dish with carved vegetables that should not be eaten.

I went to the gym today. And ran. Something supremely rare considering that I cannot remember the last time I did so. Came home to the warm comforts of a hot shower and try to scrub all the sighs away. And I realised that the last time that sponge was held was when I was having my back scrubbed by Mr S.O.

Oddly, it is the smallest things that matter.

I should,

come back to writing.

It keeps me sane. My mind never wonders too far when it is grounded to a virtual space.