I am afraid to say that I have been indulging. I hate to write or update friends on my status when all I know I have been doing is indulging in my worrier fantasies.
I haven’t had a good night sleep since… I don’t know… most probably since thesis writing. Rest has been sparse, even though nothing much else occupies my time. I am now a messy bundle of nerves that are, at any moment, make and break episodes. Sometimes I do love this moodiness and edginess but I also do recognize that it is this place that often pushes me into risky and dangerous behavior because I crave mirrored symmetry in my life.
And no, I am not ready for that yet.
Just giving a shout-out to send any positive thoughts this way.
Out.
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