Tonight I Can Write the Saddest Lines

I love P.Neruda. I spend the afternoon reading Merton today and I had picked out some excerpts that I would have liked to put it in this space. Or I could have wrote about my tiny little weekend adventure. But, since this is my blog and I can choose to write whatever I want: I am choosing to leave you with this.

Neruda always brings a fresh perspective into the things he writes about. He write about things from socks to wine. ! But the best bit about his poetry (to me) is that it is never about the subject. He always manages to personify his feelings so exactly and paint such a clear image that you would think that you can make a model of his emotions given enough plasticine. Or something.

Feast your eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered

and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms

I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.

How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.

The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.

My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.

We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.

My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.

Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms

my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer

and these the last verses that I write for her.